Doll House...
Dolls are a little girls best friend.. they help the child devolp parenting skills in some cases..
Help the child devolp fashion skills in some cases..
but in all cases their just fun beings..
But at the core the doll has no feelings.. no mind.. no motor skills.. no intelligence..
you make her what you want her to be..
Sure she comes with a name and an outfit which explains what her purpose is .. that's all..you the owner/ new companion fill in the rest..
SO AM I YOUR NEW DOLL???
your trophy ... Made up with long eyelashes and full eye shadow and beautiful clothes.. To walk beside you so you can show everyone your lovely prize..
whom dose'nt think or talk but simply looks lovely.. but did you know this doll is smart and beutiful (guess you forgot those meangingless attrubutes as along as I am pretty)
Just like a Doll I am admired my on lookers.. but unlike barbie I don't feel admirable..
but like her I smile and say nothing when..
ladies smile and say.. you talk to him he is soo nice
he is so sweet
he is so cute
I am thinking if they only knew the real you... but oops I should'nt have thought.. dolls don't think and I am lucky to be with you
because just like a doll you see the package and get the minium of who iam before I am stuffed with information about you and what you like to do
As a child I remmber receiving new toys on christmas and birthdays.... when I received a new doll the world revoled around my new doll..she got all my attention and love.. I'd dress and redress her all in one day... forgetting about all my old dolls... until one day I misplaced her or simply became bored with her or just wanted a change...that's
When I'd grab my old doll and play with her...
Is that what you do to me ..
play with me when you have free time and than quickly place me back on the shelves..For a new doll
Or when the other dolls are broken or simply no longer wish to play you grab me..
I am not a doll .. If I was I would'nt feel like this..dolls lack the ablity to feel and have emotions
Love and relationships seems to be a game I am destined to fail at...
because he if is'nt breaking my heart than
he is returning from the past to do it
and if he has'nt done a sufficant not to worry camille cause he the present is right there to finsh the job the three previous left unfinshed..
Why? Why me...
first.. I don't look for men, love , relationships.. they find me but now I am ready to be more hidden than ever...
these men seem always to soo below me..so maybe they just don't know how to treat mee..and Iam incapable of teaching them
below me in their
looks
intellagence
class
The more educated you are the less likely you are to be betrovthed..
so that's my story beauty and brains..
P.H.D in history and heartbreak
BUT THAT'S FINE CAUSE IAM ENJOYING THE REAL SINGLE... MANLESS DON'T MEAN FUN LESS JUST MEANS COMMITMENT LESS BUT REALLY WE DID'NT HAVE THAT BEFORE OR BEFORE THAT..just stop playing with me I am not your doll
Posted By: camille c
Monday, December 18th 2006 at 4:08AM
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